| Galimatias. Any one? |
[Feb 20th
@ 8:04pm] |
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I spent an entire afternoon picking trees off the horizon and placing them consistently in lines above your eyes.
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[Oct 3rd
@ 1:52pm] |
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It came in waves,my cochlea was drowned in their ocean. We swam together for what seemed like hours but was only minutes.It dragged me down into its depths and suffocated me , slowly I lose consciousness. With ten friends and six lovers we won the war and sent out our distress signal to the polar opposites of the world. North and south came together in a battle more fierce then that of Zeus in Titanomachia. I made "the great wave off Kanagawa" with these digits. They said that Andromeda was to far to reach, but I did it.
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[Sep 23rd
@ 5:35pm] |
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I broke your spine.I did not do this on purpose though, only out of curiosity. The dust then slid, with a few pieces of yourself, out and onto the ground. The smell of one hundred years clouded my senses,it was beautiful. A dozen more just like it in existence, maybe less. I can only imagine. So i found you there just sitting, you were like a treasure among trash. No, that's exactly what you were. But I, like Professor Hardwigg ,who rediscovered Arne Saknussemm's cryptic message, had come upon the most amazing of discoveries. And so we venture forth.
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[Sep 20th
@ 12:38pm] |
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Hearing only the base lines from the sub woofer, I could see them being drawn across the wall like bright neon explosions. I feel like a child playing with his crayons, exploring and learning, the whole universe is mine to color. I lay on the mattress in the corner, your arms around me. We shift together restlessly,hour after hour.My extremities feel like a thousand planets have laid their weight upon them , I cannot move one inch. We are intertwined like a beautiful celtic filigree, like something your mother purchased on her transatlantic trip. Where we begin and end is the same, there is no difference.
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[Sep 15th
@ 6:01pm] |
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He the Retarriius and I the Murmillo, pitted against one another I fought for the salvation of my very sole, to be victore over them, the ones who love this bloody game with all thier pride and joy. A whole entire history and world created from death, the art of death. Trained to kill and die well.
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[Sep 12th
@ 1:01pm] |
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Turning the knob on my lamp, with a click ,i break the circuit and interrupt the flow of electric current to the load, like coronary thrombosis does to the heart . The incandescent bulb slowly cools. The room is dimly lit by the light that escapes inside from the street, it forces itself through the cracks in blinds,is now haunting the vicinage with silhouettes .The sound of the fan accompanies my voyage from my mattress into sleep. Melatonin is released,i am struggling to keep my thoughts about me as i close my eyes,drowsiness over powers me, the fight is over, sleep is the victor.I am forced into this unknown world where i am to brave this new reality were she does not exist,nothing is real but I do not know this.About 6 am i wake,Confused, i collect myself. Paralyzed i lay there helpless, I face the great black abyss, I recall words " Some lived in it and never felt it but he knew it all was nada y pues nada y nada y pues nada. Our nada who art in nada, nada be thy name thy kingdom nada thy will be nada in nada as it is in nada. Give us this nada our daily nada and nada us our nada as we nada our nadas and nada us not into nada but deliver us from nada; pues nada. Hail nothing full of nothing, nothing is with thee ". Nada y pues nada, Nothing, and after that nothing.
I felt compelled to crawl along the floor, to weak to stand and walk. I reached out for her, in hopes she could pull me to safety, alas , she was not in reach, and I , was alone.
I made an attempt to walk and i found myself falling fast, I hit the ground running.I inched myself back under the covers knowing that all to soon, i would be consumed by the great nada.As i felt myself falling back into that world of nada i fought, but in the end, sleep once again reigned victorious. I was taken by force back into the this new reality and there she was , but it was not her, it could not have been. This is a lie.
An hour later i awoke again, different shades of light now made there way into my room, and like the intrinsic brightness of a star, the morning glory danced upon the walls and floor, help was coming, but was it to late , had i lost ?
Overwhelmed, i slid back into the river to float down its current of eternity.
Waking at 9 30 am to rejoice the rewards of a good nights rest, I found myself in utter disappointment at how tired i still was. But i looked forward because i knew that she would make everything wonderful, she always has.
In ten minutes time, setting aside my dilatoriness , i was out the door and on my way to salvation, knowing only she could ever make anything at all better.
She loves me.
In nada i found nada
In her i found love.
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[Apr 23rd
@ 2:02am] |
i dont use this much, but now im gonna,
heres lyrics to a new song
i watched the tree grow
as a young child
outside
the kitchen window
the one i
never climbed
cause the branches grew to high
for my
outstretched arms
to find
but i found
other ways
to leave the ground
and try and escape
but most of that has changed
when i was young
i never worried much about the sun
or the freckles it made
on my face
or the melodies youd humm
or the stories youd tell me
that one day
id come to appreciate
but most of that has changed
father
you spent
24 years
trying to raise
the dissapointments
you say
we eventually
became
im sorry
mother never kept
her wedding vows
that should have kept her bound
instead she through them out
she though them away
.
heres one two more
reach deep
into my throat
and poke wholes
into my lungs
and maybe
my chest
will fill up
with water
and ill drown
and they will
pull by body from
the rivers mouth
were it empties out
into the ocean great
as i make my way
back to
were i came
and the newes papers
will advertise
my
life loss
and my family
up north will send there flowers
with there remorse
for what my mother lost
and my father
has misseed
his pride
and joy
of a young man
who he still saw,
as a young boy.
end
well im laughing now
at how i used to shout
that i loved you more
over the telophone
and its funny how
a simple thing like this
could carry my hearts intent
in such volumes, over distance
and you said, that youd come back
but thats a goddamn lie
and im still waiting here
for you to apologize
cause my hands still shake
when i play
like my voice still does
when i talk to you.
and your still floating
on top of pipe dreams
searching for that perfect house
on that perfect street
and youl be married soon
and youl have children to
and a good husband
who will never leave you
and im still down south
trying to figure out
where i stand in life
or if you really ever loved me
or if you really
ever loved me.
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| oh my god |
[Feb 5th
@ 10:42am] |
today is mark holsapple's birthday? no way, i had no idea, maybe we should all give him a call on his cell and let him know were still his freinds !!
ok, so yeah its my birthday, im twenty, woohoo.
some one call me
i get off work at 9 pm
save me
727-271-4721
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| this is an old song, to justus, but it will never get old |
[Feb 3rd
@ 12:22am] |
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that lonely house
looks more like a skeleton
its empty and dark,
most of the time
and the company
it seldom see's
just seems
to hang low
to avoid the ghosts
that seem
to haunt the empty hallways
and blank faces
of the windows where the blinds went missing
and its funny how
this place is dull
when it lacks your smile
that used to paint these walls
such brilliant colors
and everything is more brilliant
when your ten
and all your belongings
are packed into boxes
wating to be opened
and the things that reside with in
are waiting to be reminisced
and there waiting to be missed
well were all missing you
were all missing you
i just wanted to let you know
i pinned your picture up inside my car
so i can see you when i drive
so you can never say goodbye
and iv got another in my wallet
so i carry you in my pocket
and in my heart
where ever i may go
and in my heart
where ever i may go
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| MY BIRTHDAY |
[Feb 2nd
@ 12:33pm] |
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so my birthday is february 5, thats in a few days. some one give me money ^_^
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| i just found this |
[Jan 5th
@ 10:04pm] |
ok so no one who reads this will find it as funny as me , except a hand full of people,
OixANTIxHEROx: so hows halo 2 do you like it?
cuvos88: yea but i havent played in a week i called my mom a fat cunt and got grounded
OixANTIxHEROx:matt....serisouly your my hero
One week later
OixANTIxHEROx: so matt are you ungrounded yet?
cuvos88: yeah but i told my mom to "shut the fuck up bitch" and now im grounded again
OixANTIxHEROx: why cant i be that cool
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| and another new year |
[Jan 5th
@ 8:44pm] |
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another new year to start off new, i hope i start on the right foot this time, i dont really post, not that i have things of much importance to say though. i hope god puts me back on the path he has for me and i have the patiance and trust in him to follow it.
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| no college..yet |
[Aug 19th
@ 12:41am] |
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iv decided that im going to go back to school next year.Ill be getting my English major, so i can teach English in Japan . If you are interested in becoming a rhetorician, or obtain a rudimentary knowledge of the Enlgish language, go to www.phrontistery.info , if you enjoy anything about vocabulary, you wont be disappointed.
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| dont have much time |
[Feb 15th
@ 11:40am] |
 so i
rarely ever update any more, things are going good, im not going to
school any more, i am gonig to go back next semester or evern after, at
least when my car insurance drops a bit, i never see any one any more
cause all i do is work , but guess what video gamer extremists, august
26-28, PAX in seattle washington, biggest video game convention ever
EVER, it lasts three days, of nothing but video games, and counsals,
and board games, and big screen tv's, this line actually stretched more
then 3 city blocks, thats fucking rediculous, im looking for some one
to go with, some one want to go?????? its 800 all expenses, 30.dollers
for a three day pass,296 for 4 nighs at a huge hotel ,274 for a two way
ticket there and back,and 200 for food, and fun, whos up for some
fun
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| wow long time |
[Jan 27th
@ 10:44am] |
not really but any ways there is not a whole lot going on in my life, i work and hang out with my girlfreind everyday and thats about it, im happy, no complaints, although i think the state is gonig to take my license away, did i mention i was on probation? for reckless driving.....and well uhh i kidna violated my probation and now i have to go back to court and well yeah, its not very likely that they will let me keep my license so this sucks, but other then that thnigs are going pretty good.
so i found this joke website that is really good and im posting all there best jokes, witch happen to be about NAZIS and RETARDS and how much alike they are ahaha
Nazis shave their heads to demonstrate solidarity with the white race.
Retards have their heads shaved to prevent lice.
Nazis conquered Europe with large Panzer tanks.
Retards dominate the playground with large steel wheelchairs.
Ever notice how the Nazi salute and a retard's chest-thumping arm spasm are alike?
"Sieg Huuuuuhhhhh!"
Nazis want their own separate homeland, away from the lesser peoples.
Retards already have their own homeland: their own wing of the school and their own special buses.
Nazis pinned bright, imposing medals to their chests to commemorate their many military campaigns and victories.
Retards pin bugs, post-it notes, safety pins, and bits of yesterday's lunch to their chests because they don't know any better.
Nazis like beating up people.
Retards like beating off on people.
Nazis especially like beating up "mud people".
Retards especially like eating mud pies.
Nazis often have tattoos on their arms and chest to show their undying racial loyalty.
Retards often have marks on their arms, chest, and face from being allowed to play with the magic markers.
Nazis march in large, noisy, goose-stepping lines.
So do retards.
Nazis like to lock people into small rooms and gas them.
Retards like the smell of their own gas.
A Nazi likes to salute with his forearm extended and fingers pointed straight to show his unwavering passion and allegiance.
Retards like to stick their arm out to show you how proud they are of the booger they just pulled out of their nose... before eating it.
Nazis conducted terrible experiments on humans... like grafting a bull's testicles onto a man.
Retards try to replace the egg yolk with whipped cream... only to decide it's really macaroni.
Nazis gather socially to sing "Deutchland Uber Alles".
Retards gather socially to sing "Row, Row, Row Your Boat."
Nazis burn books.
Retards try to set their farts on fire.
Many Nazis lead "double lives" and actually work and function within society.
Many retards rinse off the urinal cakes at Denny's.
Nazis shout "White Power!"
Retards shout "Pooped my pants!"
Nazis want to exterminate all those non-Aryan people.
Retards want to exterminate all those invisible people wielding sharp forks.
Nazis traditionally speak with a thick, Slavic accent.
Retards traditionally speak with a thick, slobbery accent.
Nazis want to lock up all the Jews, gypsies, and homosexuals.
Retards lock themselves under the bathroom sink.
Nazis think they should only breed with other Nazis.
Retards can only get some with other retards.
In 1936, Jesse Owens humiliated the German Nazis and Adolf Hitler in the Berlin Summer Olympics by outrunning the Aryan Germans and taking the gold.
In 1994, 451 retards humiliated themselves in the Special
Olympics by running straight into a brick wall.
In WWII, the German Nazis almost defeated Great Britain by bombing them in air raids.
Every night, the retards of the house get together to drop slinkies and rolled-up socks down the stairs.
Nazis often walk with a swagger stick.
Retards often walk with crutches.
In the 1930's and 40's, thousands of people joined the Nazi party in Germany out of nationalistic pride.
In the 1960's and 70's, thousands of people declared themselves as retards to avoid going to Vietnam.
Nazis just love to sit down and discuss "Mein Kampf" for hours.
Retards just love to sit down and discuss "my crotch" for hours.
Nazis created mass graves of exterminated Jews in Eastern Europe.
Some retards keep mass collections of earwax under the matress.
Nazis often wore brown uniforms.
Retards often wear brown underwear.
Some Nazis believe that Hitler is really God and is going to come back.
Retards believe that if they keep knocking their own teeth out, the Tooth Fairy will keep coming back.
Nazis were constantly taught the importance of eugenics.
Retards are constantly reminded to be hygenic.
Nazism was born out of Germany in the 30's.
In the 90's David Hasselhoff is #1 in Germany. RETARDS!!!!
Nazis button the collars of their uniforms all the way to the top.
Retards button the collars of their flannel shirts all the way to the top.
Good Nazis get medals.
Good retards get happy-face stickers.
Really good Nazis get the Iron Cross.
Really good retards figure out how to get their eyes uncrossed.
Nazis tend to dress up in leather collars and harnesses after dark.
Retards tend to be restrained in leather collars and harnesses after dark.
In 1944, Roemmel ordered Nazi forces to pull out of Africa.
Jerry, a tard, just pulled a month-old M&M out of his ass.
Many Nazis were actually saddened by the news of Hitler's death.
Many retards were saddened by the news of Mr. Hooper's death.
Some Nazis maintained a pagan reverence for magical, flying valkyries.
Some retards maintain a pagan reverence for magical, flying Teletubbies.
Adolf Hitler and the Nazis produced the first Volkswagen.
Retards puke in Volkswagens... and about everything else that has four wheels.
Nazis going into battle wore distinctive steel helmets.
Retards going down stairs wear distinctive football helmets.
Adolf Hitler was also an artist.
Retards sculpt horses and pigs out of mashed potatoes.
Nazis like all things Teutonic.
Retards like to toot.
In 1945, Nazi Germany agreed to peace, ending WWII.
In 1998, Sammy (a tard) agrees to quit sticking his finger into the birdcage.
Nazis froze to death when attempting to invade Russia in the winter.
Retards tend to run around naked in the snow.
Nazis suffocated Jews in gas chambers.
Retards tend to suffocate themselves in abandoned refrigerators.
Some scholars argue that modern Nazis are outcasts of society who have not completely developed or matured socially.
BINGO!
Nazis, when armed with the tools of modern medicine, want to see all retards sterilized or exterminated.
Retards, when left alone with pointy things, tend to sterilize or exterminate themselves.
Nazis fastidiously polish their boots.
Retards fastidiously polish their tennis shoes.
Nazis are willing to take on any task to further their cause.
Retards do not need to take their cause any further.
Nazis enjoy simple German fare... Grandmuter's potato soup, hearty bratwurst, and strong ale.
Retards enjoy simple cafeteria fare... mashed green beans, meatloaf jello, and chocolate milk.
The Nazis helped produce the greatest war of this century.
Retards have helped produce some of the greatest wards of this century.
Nazis often carried Lugers at their belts.
Retards often have loogeys on their shirts.
Nazis are often recruited by a large, bald, gruff father figure.
Retards are often cared for by a large, bald, gruff orderly.
Nazis bang their heads to ear-splitting heavy metal music.
Retards bang their heads when Mr. Rogers sings, "Won't you be my neighbor".
Nazis drag hapless victims from behind their cars.
Retards drag used toilet paper from behind their shoes.
Nazis used the eagle in many of their insignia.
Retards love Big Bird t-shirts.
Nazis often left their homes in the care of big-boned disciplinarian housewives.
Retards are often left in the care of big-boned disciplinarian aides.
When threatened, Hitler hid in a bunker.
When threatened, retards hide in the closet.
Nazis were easily enraged by the adventures of Indiana Jones.
Retards are easily amused by the music of Spike Jones.
Nazis are epitomized by Pat Buchannan.
Retards are epitomized by Pat from Saturday Night Live.
Nazis believe the state should run every aspect of its citizens' lives.
Retards pretty much need the state to run every aspect of their lives.
In the Atlantic Ocean, Nazi U-boats terrorized the shipping lanes.
In the bathtub, retard floaties terrorize rubber ducky and other tubbie toys.
Nazis spit on Jews.
Retards spit up their juice.
Nazis wanted to get their fingers on Jewish gold.
Retards use their fingers when digging for gold.
Nazis forced Jews to wear badges indicating their religion. (a yellow Star of David)
Retards put badges on themselves indicating their deficiency. ("mY Nayme is SKipppY")
Nazis were good at following orders.
Retards are good at taking your order.
A Nazi's greatest ambition is to clean the human gene pool.
A retard's greatest ambition is to clean the swimming pool.
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[Dec 6th
@ 10:46am] |
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[Dec 1st
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so, theres a few groups, of old ladies, that NO body likes, who dislike video games. and these old ladies , decided to release a wonderful list of 10 of the most violent games to never EVER let teenagers play, cause there to voilent, and the guys at penny-arcade.com(witch you should all visit) chose the path of mockery
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| woot ? |
[Nov 30th
@ 7:08pm] |
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so i was thinking last night , at the from first to last show, how i dont really think there any good in live, boys night out on the other hand, yay for canada. and emery was great, and i got a piar of roses are red short shorts\boxers for like 6 bucks and they are comming back in february and i hope they play a show on my b day, that would be nice, and thats it
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| back to home |
[Nov 29th
@ 10:30am] |
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so iv been in new port richey like whoa alot. and i have come to the conclusion since my girlfreind lives there, my parents and freinds live there, and my job is there , thats were im going to go. =probabaly back in with the parents though, no were else to go really. so my new job is very enjoyable, im a cashier at lowes, and i make 8 bucks and hour witch is pretty good for me, people are funny there, nice to. tonight is from first to last, and some other bands. and stuff. im bored, i really like my girlfreind, hopefully this relationship will last longer then three a month, like most of my other relationships .............................stupid girls
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[Nov 22nd
@ 7:58pm] |
OixANTIxHEROx: so hows halo 2 do you like it?
cuvos88: yea but i havent played in a week i called my mom a fat cunt and got grounded
OixANTIxHEROx:matt....serisouly your my hero
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